Long Sigh...

I just came off one of the sickest weekends ever. And not the good type of sick, the type of sick that makes you want to puke everywhere. The type of sick that makes you want to jump off a building. The type of sick that makes you question the reason for living LOL. I've always been one to exaggerate. But yeah, the bad run I was having found it's way into the weekend and I got crushed for another 6 bis bringing the grand total to around 23 buyins. At the end of it I felt blurry eyed. On some hallucinogenic state type shit. I really wasn't sure if I was playing good or not. I just felt like I couldn't win a pot, nothing was holding and I'd run into the nuts everytime I tried to bluff. When I watched my friends who grind, they get set over set, A's vs K's. I wasn't getting any of those setups so in the end I'm just going to attribute most of it to running bad. The massacre did stop today though when I finally turned a $130 profit. Small, but after losing 6bis for like 4 sessions in a row it feels like a million bucks. Like seriously, I grind for 7 hours playing among a field with an average IQ lower then the number of days in the week and I'm losing $600? It's frustrating.

I took Sunday off to rest and because it was also the same day I had my floor hockey. I was looking forward to it even more so then usual because I had so much built up anger to unleash. Before heading off I had visions of just running everyone down and pwning the goalie Lool. The dumb side of me though stayed up till 4AM on Saturday night, passed out in my chair, woke up at 9AM and didn't go back to sleep. When I got to practice, I was trying to be aggressive but it was almost like beating up a pillow. Just draining and pointless Lol. I felt I performed well though, I just know I could of been way more effective if I had more rest.

After practice we had a players meeting. We officially picked out our jerseys and in my opinion they look pretty nice. We also discussed fund raising events since this summer we're going to Ryerson University in Toronto to compete in one of the big tournaments. The cost of entrance and expenses amount to $8000. A sponsorship deal is most likely heading our way but we are still short $4000. I actually plan to host a local Poker tournament that should raise $1500 so we're actually not to far from our goal. I'm just overall excited for it. It really does allow me to get my mind off Poker and let's me get at least a little bit of exercise lol. Gotta shed those pounds nawimeannn Lol.

Last order of business I'd like to give a shoutout to Cody who helped design the bomb new banner. You really touched this blog up nice. Thanks for all your help. And also giving a shoutout to all the 100NL grinders. Except SmbSmbSmb, you can SMD.

An lol to end the entry.....

PokerStars Game #38730942193: Hold'em No Limit ($0.50/$1.00 USD) - 2010/01/25 19:55:12 ET
Table 'Herget VI' 9-max Seat #3 is the button
Seat 1: ivanildo ($100 in chips)
Seat 2: Free Advice ($123.80 in chips)
Seat 3: BigJimJones ($100 in chips)
Seat 4: zweistein222 ($162.30 in chips)
Seat 5: e306 ($100 in chips)
Seat 6: Pappi ($281.80 in chips)
Seat 8: txforthefish ($50 in chips)
Seat 9: aytac ($93.50 in chips)
zweistein222: posts small blind $0.50
e306: posts big blind $1
*** HOLE CARDS ***
Dealt to Free Advice [Qs Qc]
Pappi: raises $2 to $3
txforthefish: folds
aytac: folds
ivanildo: folds
Free Advice: raises $6 to $9
BigJimJones: folds
zweistein222: folds
e306: folds
Pappi: calls $6
*** FLOP *** [Qd Jh 6c]
Pappi: checks
Free Advice: bets $9
Pappi: raises $21.50 to $30.50
sk_limx has returned
Free Advice: raises $84.30 to $114.80 and is all-in
Pappi: calls $84.30
*** TURN *** [Qd Jh 6c] [6s]
*** RIVER *** [Qd Jh 6c 6s] [4s]
*** SHOW DOWN ***
Pappi: shows [6d 6h] (four of a kind, Sixes)
Free Advice: mucks hand
Pappi collected $246.10 from pot
*** SUMMARY ***
Total pot $249.10 | Rake $3
Board [Qd Jh 6c 6s 4s]
Seat 1: ivanildo folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 2: Free Advice mucked [Qs Qc]
Seat 3: BigJimJones (button) folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 4: zweistein222 (small blind) folded before Flop
Seat 5: e306 (big blind) folded before Flop
Seat 6: Pappi showed [6d 6h] and won ($246.10) with four of a kind, Sixes
Seat 8: txforthefish folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 9: aytac folded before Flop (didn't bet)

Peace all and GL at the tables